Is 2025 the year you changed your life?
This is my story.
Growing up in a home where emotional abuse, narcissism, addiction, and codependency were the norm, I learned to hide myself to survive. I learned to blend in, suppress my true feelings, and put on a mask for the world. I hid so well that I eventually lost sight of who I truly was.
As an adult, I built what looked like an Instagram-worthy life. I traveled the world, worked on cool creative impactful projects for well known clients, had friends that I went on ski trips and climbed mountains with, lived in Europe, made good money. But inside, I felt like a child trying to play the role of an adult.
No matter how well I performed in the world, my carefully constructed life always seemed to collapse under my own self-sabotage. I probably would have kept going had not my body started sending me signals I couldn’t ignore—panic attacks, digestive issues, and even the loss of my voice for months. The truth was undeniable: I was running from myself and it was killing me.
The moment of reckoning came when I entered a toxic relationship that mirrored the harsh inner critic I had internalized for years. The pain was unbearable, but it forced me to face the darkness I had been avoiding. That rock bottom became the foundation for my healing journey, the moment I realized I could no longer hide from myself.
As I started to heal, I discovered the power of plant medicine, a real connection with Spirit, and the importance of surrounding myself with a supportive community. But there was one thing that changed everything: Creativity. For so long, I avoided being creative because it felt like I would have to face myself, and that terrified me. The truth is, creativity is the mirror that reflects who you truly are.
I began to clear the emotional cobwebs that had been building up inside for years. As I did, I felt my creative energy start to flow freely. I went from doodling in a small notebook to painting murals, DJing at local events, and even starting a styling and floristry business. Creativity was no longer just an outlet; it became my path to freedom. It allowed me to rediscover who I was and embrace the fullest expression of myself.
Now, I want to help you do the same.
I support those of you that know you were put on this Earth to do something creative and impactful, but feel blocked by your own self from getting there.
That’s why I’ve designed a holistic approach that integrates microdosing with psilocybin, relational group sessions, and a mix of life, and strategic and business coaching to help you clear the blocks that are holding you back and unlock the creative freedom that’s waiting for you.
Here’s what this looks like:
Personalized Coaching: We'll work together one-on-one to explore your unique challenges, desires, and creative goals. The first few months will focus on clearing emotional blockages and building a strong foundation for your creative journey then we switch to getting your creative offerings out to the world.
Group Sessions: You’ll also have access to monthly relational group sessions, where we’ll discuss and explore themes of connection, boundaries, and creative expression with like-minded individuals.
Plant Medicine & Healing: We’ll integrate microdosing (if it resonates with you) into our work, helping you release past traumas and rediscover your inner creative spark.
Continuous Support: This is not a quick fix. It’s a deep, transformational process, and I’ll be there to support you every step of the way.
If my story resonates with you, then this is for you. You may feel fear or resistance - that’s the body trying to protect you from the power of knowing yourself. Don’t listen. Take the first step by booking a Discovery Call now.
Love you.
Alexandra